Lack of money, everything goes wrong...
Pay is forever slow and i spend money like flowing water...
Don't dare to eat too much cause i scared i spend too much..
I'm afraid to spend too much on boyfriend's money, because he was also broke..
Getting paranoid with every single thing, it seems like everything is put to blame on me..
Damn it , seriously..

I've to purchase laptop, conditioner, do my hair , do my nails, participate in flea market.. bla bla bla
Everything is money, money and MONEY! :(
And DAMN IT ADULT FARE F'cuk YOU!_|_

Have to prepare for poly, training and running...

Everything just keep pouring in... Worst of all, baby is going in army. And i'm getting unstable even more now. FML.

Going to Hongkong soon. 22-27 march. But its nothing to happy about seriously, because I am going with the wrong person at the wrong time...

I'm going to miss a big roadshow for that. Sigh.